Chronic health issues, afraid,...

Hey everyone,

My lack of self confidence make me post this here, maybe I'll get reassurance, maybe not.

I'm a french IT engineer living in lovely Vienna since 3 years, but since those 2-3 years I developed multiple chronic health issues that basically made me leave my previous GF and be quite alone / feeling stuck inside since then. Chronic dry eyes, tinnitus, skin irritations, sensitive skin down there (condom / lube mandatory...), you name it ... that makes it hard or simply impossible for me to go outside without physically suffering and feeling bad around people, let alone even trying to get new friend / girlfriend. And I won't add that I am naturally quite shy and bad at making conversations...

Still, I miss some company, even if it is just for cuddling and watch a funny TV show or something. But my issues make me afraid even to consider an escort.

What is your opinion about this? Does some of you offer simply "GFE / Girlfriend experience" even for awkward people like me?

I am mostly thinking a simple GFE experience could help me relax at first, even without any sex.

Thank you, I hope it's not my post is not inappropriate here.

I think Sexualbegleitung might be a better bet. Good luck, and kudos for opening up!

Good advice.
Maybe for a start Astrid (google sexistentiell) oder Kathi rather than Julia (sorry, JvS). Astrid will be back as from tmw. Accordingcto her cv, she speaks good English.
Für allgemeinere Info google "bsoe sexualbegleitung".

I think that might be a good choice. JvS - started as high class escort, then some media stuff, now mostly busy doing OF and YouTube and TikTok - hasn’t really found her way yet, I think. (She did a long interview in Standard on sex work.) but she might be good, too, of course , I have no personal experience with her.

Hello,

Thank you for your replies, I did not know about that much specialized persons. Could be an idea indeed to begin and feel more confident.

After I am not like disabled, I just get those chronic irritations that are "manageable" as long as I stay in my safe space (my eye drops, not too much light, not too much wind, humidity, on a good day, etc, etc) but are still making lot of situations difficult. I let you imagine being around people with skin that itch you (not necessarily very red) and dry eyes is not a very nice feeling.

It just for me it creates a barrier and feel like even for an Escort. I would have to explain "so I have sensitive skin down, so no touching without condom, or not the face, or if you see me put eye drops often don't be surprised, or, or, or... like you have to fill a check-form before interacting with me ^^'.

Small update, I ended up going for an escort from BookSusi (Karla), and she was very kind and offered a good GFE to make me comfortable. I did not perform very well due to the stress but I am glad I was able to overcome a bit my anxiety. Surely causing myself to overthink everything!

I'm glad to hear that it went well. Good luck ahead!